A Happy New Year~

Akemashite Omedettou~
Happy New Year~
Let's close 2013's book and open 2014's book
Lots of memories this year and also I had made lots of new friends and fans. Even though only through FB, but I'm glad.
I'm really happy meeting you guys because you guys always made me chou happy. hahaha
Let's have fun again next year, ne~
minna~ arigatou ne

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Credit to the owner~

Aiba Masaki's 31st birthday!

Otanjoubi Omedettou Aiba Masaki!!!!
You're turning 31! Be grateful that you're still young, hahaha...
I'm so glad and happy for you ^_^
Thank you for being one of Arashi. Because of you Arashi is complete. Without you, I won't be laughing when watching Arashi. And also, you always smiles and that smile made me smile too.
Please don't stop smiling, don't stop being an Arashi, don't stop singing, don't stop dancing and please keeps us smiling all the time. Because you are Aiba Masaki. No one can replace you.
I will support you no matter what. Not because you are an Arashi but as your own self.
Thank you for making us happy and smiling all the time.
Sincerely, Farahin Farzana ^_^

Dear friend

This is an essay I wrote in my English exam. Well I got 44/50. Isn't that great? Good thing I'm at least good at this. Let me share it with you guys.

When I heard the news, I was terribly shocked. The news was about one of my best friend and also one of my classmates who committed suicide. The reporter in the news told us that she seemed to commit suicide by jumping off from the roof. They found her body with blood flowing all over the roads. It was a horror and tragic sight to see so they hid the photos from watchers. When I heard this, my body went numb and my eyes were widened. To think that someone you knew had committed suicide is rare and unusual. This had never happened to me before. She was one of my best friend that are really nice to me.

The next day, I came to school with feelings of regret. I figured that she must have problems and if not why would she do this? I felt like I am not suited to be her friends. A true friend helped each other. She always helped me whenever I had family problems but I never had once asked about her problems. When I stepped into the classroom, everyone was busy talking about her. They told me that she had family problem but it seemed that her problem were too difficult. Her parents had already divorced and she was left alone in the house. Then, the guys interrupted us by telling it had also had to do with her boyfriend.

She had been in love with her boyfriend for almost five years. It was a mutual love and she really liked him for god-knows-how-long. But now I did not know that she had broke up with him because of her mistake. All this time, she always talked to me about her happy times with him. They told me that someone from another school tried to break them up. It was a woman who is obsessed of him. What she did to her was a cruel thing. She made someone, a Casanova to attempt on raping her. And so the woman took photos of her with that Casanova and sent it to her boyfriend as a slander. Eventually after that, they argued at each other and finally her boyfriend left her and decided to end their relationship once and for all.

They told me that her heart was terribly broken. It felt like a sharp knife had stabbed her. My tears began to flowed down through my cheek hearing this. While crying, I told them that she had never told me anything before, problems about her family even her boyfriend. They were sad about this and tried to comfort me down. But then my homeroom teacher had to tell me something about her despite seeing me so hurt. She told me that after her death, her parents decided to live together again and they were so regret about this. I just nodded. She and the entire classmates also advice me to meet her parents to know more about this matter in hand. And thus, I decided to meet them on school weekends.

They day to meet her parents had finally come. My heart was beating fast and I was nervous. I took a deep breath and knocked the door to her house. Luckily, I had her address from my mother. The door slowly opened and there revealed a woman. I told her that I was one of her daughter's best friend. She was surprised and glad to see me and invited me to come in. Her mother seemed very nice and all of my nervousness had vanished just like that. She let me sit in the guest room and then served me tea. I sat there quietly, unsure of what to say. But she is the one who broke the silence and started the conversation.

"My daughter always talked about you. I was really glad that she had such a nice friend." She told me. I was such a nice friend? I looked down in regret and disappointment. "Why? I had never once helped her with her problems before." I said. But she just smiled and then slowly shook her head. "No. You always helped her. She always told me about it. Even if it is not about her problems. But seeing you happy and smiling because of her made her day complete." She explained. My eyes started to water but I tried to held back. Then, she remembered something. "I think there's a letter on her desk. It's written there that it's for you." She smiled at me.

'Dear friend. I am really grateful to have such a friend like you. I had once told mom that you had made my day lively and complete. You always smiled at me and laughed together with me even in crucial times. And you also had helped me with my problems. But this time my problems is too big for you to help me and I decided to kept it a secret from you. I'm really sorry. I must had made you feel regretful, am I right? But please don't feel regret of yourself because of me. It was my decision to this after all. Again I am very sorry that I had ended my life like this. But I want you to know that you are very special to me and I thanked god for giving me such a good friend. I guess this is a farewell. For now. I promise you, we will meet each other again if god willing to. And when that time comes, please tell me everything about my life with. Your one and only best friend, Scarlet.'

I slowly sat on the floor while holding the letter. I can't hold back my tears anymore. I broke into tears thinking it was all my fault. But I tried to think positive. I also promised her and myself, if I meet her again, I will surely tell her about all the adventures that we had shared together. At the same time, I prayed to god. "Please make this wish of mine come true."

Well of course I had also corrected them and surely the mark won't be the same. Hahahaha.. This is originally idea from me and I hope you guys like them. Please don't forget to leave a comment or two.
Well then, buh-bye.. ^_^

VSA 13/12/12

13/12/12 VS Arashi
I found some cute side of him, Ohno Satoshi my ichiban of course. Let's take a look at these pictures.

Ohno: Jyaa chuu wa arunda?

This part is so funny. Whenever they talk about their starring love drama, he would asked if there is a kiss scene. I think he is actually jealous. But don't be Oh-chan, you will have one maybe.

Ohno: ehh~ Kowee~

This part to me is so cute. He is actually afraid, hahahaha. really funny.

That's all from me.
I'll write again maybe about him again or about Arashi..
Buh-bye..

Muslim is beautiful.

A story form LONDON,,,A Non Muslim came to a Sufi and asked: Why is it Not Permissible in Islam for a Women to shake hands with a Man? The Sufi said: Can you shake hands with Queen Elizabeth? The Non Muslim said: Of course not, there are only certain people who can shake hands with Queen Elizabeth. Sufi replied: Our Women are Queens and Queens do not shake hands with strange men.

Then the Non Muslim asked another Question: Why do your Girls cover up their body? The Sufi smiled and got two sweets, he opened the first one and kept the other one closed. He threw them both on the dusty floor and asked the Non Muslim: If I asked you to take one of the sweets which one will you choose? The Non Muslim replied: The covered one.The Sufi said: That's how we treat and see our women. Women should not be like the Moon which everyone can See and Admire, they should be like the Sun which makes the Viewers lower their Gaze.

Non Muslim: Show me God if he exists. Sufi Replied: Look at the Sun! Man Replied: I Can't see, the Rays hurt my eyes. Sufi Said: If u can't look at the Creation of God then how will you be able to Look at the Creator??

Lastly the Non Muslim invited the Sufi to his house and gave him Grapes, the Sufi ate them, then he offered him a cup of wine, the Sufi refused, the Non Muslim asked him how come you Muslims are forbidden wine and eat grapes although the wine came from grapes? Sufi Replied: Do you have a daughter? He said yes, the Sufi asked him could you marry her? the Non Muslim said no, the Sufi said SubhanAllah, you marry her mother and can't marry her although she came from her too!

A must read please ...i am surely proud to be a Muslim! ''Alhamdullilah!"

Today you're 33!!!

Otanjoubi Omedettou!!!
Kyou wa Ohno Satoshi-san, sanjuu-san sai ni narimashita~!!!
Omedettou!!!
I'm really happy
I just started to like Arashi and I'm a bit disappointed about that.
But from now on I'll promise to support them until the end. Yakusoku shimasu~!
Leader, you are really funny guy, talented guy and sometimes you show your cute and cool side.
I love that part of you.
Please be the way you are and stay the cool, cute and talented side of yours.
That's all from me.
Your new and will-always-be fan, Farahin Farzana deshita!! *bow*
P.S I hope I could do this in front of him.

Self Opinion

I have interested in Japan and their culture when I was 12 years old. But it started with watching anime but now I left anime and had devoted myself to Jpop because Jpop seemed real and I can support my favorite artist from afar. I only focused only four anime that is Naruto, Bleach, Fairytail and Avatar. Other than that is out of the question. I decided to not be someone who is totally obsessed over things that are not real and alive. Even though some would say it won't be meaningless because they will not die or something but still I decided to choose Jpop more than anime. But don't worry. I will not fully throw them away. If there is an interesting anime, I will watch them.

What I want to share is that someone from facebook, an online friend of mine had shared a post, well more like her opinion. She's also a Jpop fan like me and she's from America. I somehow agreed with her statements about jpop and all. This is what she posted:


People constantly ask me why I switched from American music to Japanese. Well, let's just say jpop songs are meaningful. Nowadays it's so easy to mention drugs and alcohol and x-rated things in American music. You literally cannot go through your songs without having a cuss word in it or mentions of drugs, alcohol, etc. It's basically teaching children and teenagers that it's okay to do this. It's okay to do wrong. So of course I hate American music. I know what some might say; "not all is like that." Yeah, well the popular ones are. They're such bad influence on people, like this song, "I'm a boss a** b****" and they keep repeating the word. Or "my n**** my mother f******..." WHY ARE THEY POPULAR. THEY'RE SO STUPID. this is the reason I left the whole American music thing. They're just really stupid ok. Maybe I'm being bias. I dunno. But when I listen to jpop, the songs are so inspirational. Especially NEWS songs. And I always find the fact that there is deep meaning in the music. I don't wanna listen to pathetic stuff where I hear a cuss word every 2 seconds or a mention on x-rated things in the music. Even though, I'm not a person that gets influenced easily, some American songs nowadays are so pathetic. Like, "We Can't Stop" or "Gas Pedal" or whatever the heck it's called. So yeah. I definitely left the American music world because the lyrics honestly, can never compare to jpop. This is my reasoning. Also no hate because this is my own opinion.


Credit to Sondos Hasan


I totally agree with her. So this is what I feel too, you know. This is one of the reasons that I'm talking about jpop. My friends, please don't hate me because I like Jpop. I totally can't help it. You guys too have other interest and this is my interest. I know that my interest is different from other people but I like how it is. Being different from other people that is.

There are other reasons but that's it for now.

I will post again.

Trembling Rain Chapter II - New Home, New Friends, and Unexpected Meeting

hu hu hu, just in luck guys. I just finished the next chapter for Trembling Rain. I don't know if it's boring or not but I think it's not. 
Forgive me of there is grammar mistakes...So Enjoy!!!
Disclaimer: I hope I own Utapri but unfortunately not. In my dream.

“Now here I am.” There is no turning back now. Whatever may come I can handle it. By myself. You said it didn’t you.

Mother

‘You can do it. I know you can. Even your father does too.’ What she said still rings inside of me. Those words were my strength.

“I’ll promise you I will become an idol. You just have to wait until that time comes.”

~

I succeed in my school days in just a year. Succeed way earlier that my classmates and even my roommate. The principal, Shining Saotome were proud of me and even let me become an idol without a second thought. I didn’t know that my singing voice would be on the same par with a professional idol. 

But he said…

“Even if you are on the same par with a pro idol but you are still a beginner. In order for you to achieve that title… You need to take ‘Master Course’ first.”

“Master Course?” I was confused with the word ‘master’. I didn’t even know that I would have to go through that first. So, Father when through all of this before he become an idol, huh.

“In that case, I understand. I will take out everything that prevents me from becoming an idol. Even if it’s you who are in the way.” I exclaimed. It seems that I have no choice but to take that course. Because I have promised my mother that I will become just like my father, an idol. It’s my dream after all.

He smirked after hearing my words. “As expected, you are Katsuragi Ren’s daughter. In that case, come with me.” I gave him my confused look. But then I knew. Maybe he’s going to take me where the course is being held. So I followed him to take me there in order to achieve what want in life.

~

“So?” I got out of his car and what I saw was another big house-like-mansion. It’s just like the school but the garden was not as big as the school’s.

“Where are we?” I asked with a puzzled look.

“Come. We’re going to meet your friends and also your roommate as well.” Ringo-sensei told me, leading the way to the door of that house-like-mansion.

“Huh? My friends?” I was totally confused and dumbfounded. I never thought that I would meet my ‘friends’. Truth to be said, I hate making friends. They’re just throw you away and ignore you when you are not needed. To me, they’re just scumbags who don’t treasure their friends. And because of that, I went through all those years of school without relying on them.

When he was a bit far away from me, I started running to him. So I have to make friends in order to achieve that huh? Well fine! If that’s what you want, I’ll be friends as many as you like.

“Now that you’re here, are you ready for this?” He said; hand already on the door knob. I nodded with confidence in my eyes. I’m always ready from the beginning of my life.

As soon as he open the door, I could feel a strange vibe coming from inside. I was not a bad one but a nice one. I felt like it was calling for me to come inside and enjoy this feeling. I took a deep breath before I stepped inside the world of entertainment. It was not that special or anything but the inside of this house-like-mansion was… really beautiful. Well the school almost the same but this house was really like a mansion. I was speechless.

“Close your mouth, dear. You don’t want the fly in your mouth, do you?” He teased. I noticed that and quickly shut my mouth in embarrassment, looking away from him. But then he gave me a signal to come follow him. I followed him and then he brought me to some guys and there were only two young girls. All of them looked the same age as me. One of the guys… I felt like I’ve seen him before.

“Minna-san~ let me introduce to you your new friend, Furue Ame.” Ringo cheerfully said. As soon as he said that, I quickly introduced myself.

“I’m Furue Ame. It’s nice to meet you all.” I bowed. It was a short introduction since I don’t intend to tell them everything about me though. Well luckily for me, Ringo helped me out.

"She will be joining you starting today and..." Ringo stopped for a minute. He seemed kinda excited. "She will be your kouhai despite her age, okay." He continued with a wink. I was kinda shocked. Well they too.

"You mean..." The guy with dark blue hair said.

"Yes. You guys will have to mentor her with her singing. And as for Nanami-chan, you will help her with composing songs." All of them surprised.

"Eh? She took both composing and singing?" The beautiful while charming young girl, with long red-haired asked.

"Yes, Shibuya-chan. Oh, and she will your new roommate. Treat her well guys." Ringo walked away, leaving me with the talking. Good thing I was well prepared before coming here. Well what I did was make my hair became a mess. Ringo is, well a cute cross-dresser so it's a good thing that he didn't repair my hair.

There was silence going on between us. I really don't know what to do or what to say. What I want to do is go to my room as fast as I can so that I could be thinking about my misfortune. Because of that, I had no choice but to ask.

"Umm..." I don't know who should I ask and I still don't know all of their names yet. Before I could continue, someone cut me off.

"We're really sorry, Furue-san. We still haven't introduced ourselves yet. My name is Ichinose Tokiya. Please call me Tokiya." The dark blue hair introduced. Then, he started to introduce all of his friends. He was actually a nice guy indeed. When he introduced the short with blonde-haired’s name, I'm beginning to remember about him. He was that guy who encouraged me to sing. Without noticing, I opened my mouth to talk.

"You were that guy who I met under the rain. Kurusu Syo." I murmured but unfortunately he heard what I said and seemed to me he remembered my eyes. The way I looked at him that day was intense.

"I remember now. Furue Ame. No wonder it rings a bell." He said eyes were wide. His face then turned into a cheerful one. He's happy to see me?

"You got to be kidding me!" I yelled to him then took my new roommate's hand and went straight to the girls' dorm. Now all of them are dumbfounded by this. Some of them thought that she was a good girl but they made a big mistake. The one most surprised by this was Syo.

“You both knew each other?” Natsuki asked him. Everyone was looking at him, giving him the same look as Natsuki.

“Kind of.” He replied watching the girls’ dorm way.

~

I had dragged Tomochika, my new roommate, to lead the way to our room. I was so wanted to get away from them. Luckily, we reached our room.

“I’m sorry for suddenly dragging you with me.” I apologized. It was my fault at first. We just met and I had done some great commotion earlier. “And thank you for leading the way, Shibuya-san. You really did save me there.” I continued. Tomochika just giggled. I started wondering what was funny.

“Just call me Tomo. And you’re welcome.” She said with a smile. She seemed nice. I think I can keep up with all of this.

“Well, I think this is a bit late though with what just happened.” She said with a crooked smile and a quirked eye but then that smile became her brightest one. “Welcome to Shining Agency. You will be my new partner and the whole member of Starish and Quartet Night will help you with your singing.” She said after opening the door of her new room.

“Since I’m your partner, they will be helping me too. I’m kinda bad though.” She chuckled while leading the way into the room. I was about to ask why but after seeing her room, I was amazed by its decorations.

“Wow, this is amazing.” I stated. The room was decorated nicely. There were strings that hang snowflakes attached at the ceiling. There were also nice pictures that goes perfectly matched with the color of the wall. The room also had a LCD television and a nice, soft sofa and also a study table. I was amazed with everything and then my eyes lay off to the beds. There’s a bunk bed and a normal one. That makes three beds. I thought the room will be for the two of us.

“Why are there three beds?” I pointed the beds.

“Oh, that. Did you know everyone will have their own senior to guide them in Master Course? Well, I have a senior but that was before. Now, me and you, we’re partners and Starish will be our seniors and Quartet Nights too.” She explained one at a time.

“So?” I’m still confused though.

“So, we were supposed to be staying in the same room with the seniors but of course the president won’t allow something like that.” She cut to the conclusion. I gave her my ‘oh’ expression.

“We have lots of time before our training. I’ll help you with moving your things so that I can show you around the house.” Tomo grinned and started to help me with the stuff. I am glad that there’s someone so nice gladly helping me around. I really hoped we could be best friends.

~

Later that night, I was told to practice her singing with her seniors together with Tomo and Nanami. I and Tomo went together to the practice room. Well actually the practice room is for practicing dancing and because there are lots of us we had to practice there. Nanami went to the next room to practice her piano. The next room is the suitable place to practice singing and there are lots of musical instruments.

After everyone had assembled, they told me I have to start singing first because they wanted to see if I’m good enough. That’s the job of a senior. I was embarrassed to sing and Tomo blurted out an idea of singing together line by line. She asked me what song I liked to sing. I answered Kiroro Mirai. The hit song that was popular throughout the world. Tomo started to sing the first line and then she told me to continue the next.

                Hora mae wo mite goran

                Are ga anata no mirai

I stopped. My singing was kinda horrible. I was really embarrassed and that is why. Singing in front of the guys really makes my heart beating hard. I really failed miserably. Quartet Night members were really weird why would Shining-san took her in this course if it’s not her singing were amazing.

Instead Ai-senpai asked me to practice with Nanami in the next room. When I head out of the room, I covered my face with both hand in embarrassment. It was really, really embarrassing. I almost die just now.

I knocked the door before going in. I saw her sitting in front of the black piano. The piano of course was beautiful and shiny, almost were just bought. It’s been a long time I haven’t played one.

“How did it go?” She suddenly asked. I almost jumped. I was still thinking about just now and wasn’t paying attention at Nanami that much.

“Umm… It was… not good.” I murmured. She asked me why but I just ignored her, not wanting to talk about it.

“Let’s do it again. I know you can do it. If not, why Shining-san sent you here?” She smiled and then asked me what song that I wanted to sing. This time I chose Beautiful Days by Fukui Mai. It was a beautiful song and with Nanami playing the piano, it will make it more beautiful.

I started to sing after Nanami played.

                Maboroshi datta no kana

                Nando mo waraiatta yasashii jikan

                Tsukihi wa nagareru kawa no yo

                Hayaku hayaku toozakatteku yo

                Itsumademo te wo tsunaide

    Dokomademo ikitakatta

    Anata ga inakya

    Donna ni shiawase demo

    Sabishii yo

Nanami was speechless. She said she sang horrible just now. But her voice is really… beautiful. Nanami thought to herself, nearly stopped playing but she continued playing the piano while enjoying the song I was singing.

Meanwhile, the guys in the next room heard my singing. They were shocked by the beautiful voice.

“Who sings that? It’s so… beautiful.” Ittoki Otoya, the red-haired man was amazed by it. All of them were too. They agreed to what Otoya said but the only one who wasn't was Syo. Syo was actually admired that voice and amazed by it. It was just that he wonders, why did she sing so horrible just now?

“That girl…” Syo murmured to himself. He wanted to know why but she seemed like she doesn't wanted to talk to him after what happen when he met her this morning. Maybe I’ll just wait until that time comes.

Well? I hope you're impressed by it....

You should search for the song Beautiful Days by Fukui Mai... It really is a beautiful song. I really like it.

Please leave a comment... Don't forget okay. Cuz I really need to know the opinion of my reader. I haven't start Chapter 3 yet so it might take time. Please be patient...

Trembling Rain Chapter I - My Own Decision

I decided to let out all of my ideas that had been kept in my head for like months, so this is it. Uta no Prince-sama fanfiction. I really liked Syo and hate that he like nanami...because of that, I did my own shipping... SYOXOC... I still have no courage to post it at fanfiction . net
please enjoy and chapter one is a little bit boring if you ask me...while chapter two is still ongoing..
and...sorry if there is grammar mistake cuz everybody makes mistakes..^_^
Disclaimer: I don't own Utapri.

It was two years ago when I met him. He was still a student and trying to become an idol. As for me, I wanted to become a doctor to help my mom. We were poor and only lived in a small apartment. My mom worked in a school cafeteria and as for my dad, he deceased a long time ago when I was five. Since I’m still a student, I helped my mom by working a part-time job at a café. I studied in a public middle school in my last year while he studied in a private academy. There are a lot of differences between our lives before I met him.

I met him that day in a rainy day. I was playing with my guitar and singing under the roof of a small hut. At first it was raining heavily but calm down after minutes past. I didn’t know that my singing voice could reach him but fortunately it did. Even though he was far away but maybe it was the miracle of the rain itself.

~

‘A voice?’ He thought. He wanted to know who the owner of the voice was so he started walking towards the direction of the voice.

“Syo-chan! Where are you going?” asked a blonde man known as Shinomiya Natsuki.

“I remembered something that I have to do. Sorry, I really have to go.” He started to run knowing Natsuki will follow him.

“Ah, Syo-chan!” Before he could say anything, Syo’s gone out of his sight. Much to his surprised. “What’s so important anyway? Well guess I have to wait for him before we could go home.” He said before going back with the others.

Because of Natsuki he had to run as fast as he can to avoid him. But that doesn’t even matter to him cause he wanted to know from who the source of the voice is. He ran through the rain desperately searching for it. His clothes are all wet but he didn’t mind. The faint voice he heard grew more and more close. After all the running, he found a girl playing a guitar sitting under a small hut sheltering her from the rain. She was singing every time she plucked her guitar. The song and the voice that he heard from afar even though in the rain was her for sure. He listened to the song and waited until she finish.

‘This song… It’s perfect and her voice is amazing. Too bad she’s not an idol.’ He thought while closing his eyes, enjoying the beautiful song. After she finished singing, Syo opened his eyes only to see that she’s still playing the guitar. “She’s really good.” He whispered.

Finally she stopped. He clapped his hand, much to her surprised.

“Your voice is amazing.” He stated to her while approached her just a little bit. She had a frown face. Some stranger suddenly praised her, of course she would frown that much.

“A-arigatou.” She said, almost a whisper. With that, she started to keep her guitar in her bag. She doesn’t want to interact with him, a stranger. A stranger who she believed all those words could be a lie and she never believed in them anyway. Knowing what her motive was, he quickly starts a conversation.

“Wait! I know what you’re thinking. I’m just a stranger, right?” She flinched at the fact.

“Well anyway, you’re really amazing just now. You were like an idol. You should be one you know since what you were doing just now looks like something you loved to do.” He said, as a matter of fact, it is true.

“Um, I suggest you attend a music school. My school, Saotome Academy would be a great example for that.” He suggested to her. Even if he said that, she’s still unsure of herself about being an idol.

“What’s your name?” He asked her, out of curiosity. She felt unsure of herself whether she should tell him or not. Even if I tell him, he surely won’t remember and it’s not like we’re going to meet again in the future. And thus she said it.

“Ame.”

“Ame?” He asked, puzzled by her name. Her name means ‘The Rain’ and he felt weird about it. Her name and the current weather he’s in.

“Furue Ame.”

‘Trembling Rain. Interesting name, huh?’ He thought with a smirk on his face. Then, he saw her under the rain away from the small hut.

“Sorry but I have to go.” She said walking away from him. Before she could go any further, he told her to wait and stopped her track.

“I forgot to tell you my name. The name Kurusu Syo. Nice to meet you.” He said with a smile on his face. She turned to face him and just nodded as a reply to his word. Then he remembered something.

“Oh, I forgot that you need to go, right? Well, good-bye then.” He said while see her off. He also whispered something before she go but the words were unnoticed by her.

“I hope we could meet again.” He watched the sky which is still raining but not heavily. After so long under the rainy sky, finally he sneezed. “I need to go back home fast before I catch a cold.” With that, he ran to where his friends were waiting for him.

Well unfortunately for him, he really did catch a cold and had to stay in dorm the next day. Too bad for him.

~

What he said to me really changed me. All this time I thought my singing voice were horrible but I still sings because it was one of my hobby. A hobby where I sung at a small hut where there is not people around taking a walk. Before, my mom asked me whether I wanted to become a doctor or a singer but I still choose to become a doctor because the thought having a horrible voice discourage me to become a doctor. To me, I’m not having a hard time choosing my career because I don’t hate studying and my grades were not that bad. And so becoming an idol was out of the question for me and I promise myself not to talk about it with my mom anymore. But because of him, I had to break that promise.

“Mom. Can I talk to you for a second?” She asked, face facing down. Her mom just hummed as an agreement to talk and patted the cushion next to her signaling her daughter to sit.

“What is it that you wanted to talk about?” Her mom asked, somehow a smiling on her face.

“It’s about school, though.” She said while fidgeting. Sometimes when she’s with her mother, her true self would come out. It would be weird in front of others but her mother really liked that about her. Because of her daughter, she feels like she still has a life to go through even without her husband by her side to take care of Ame.

“Now you’re talking about school to me. I thought you wanted to stop talking about it. Your future, I mean. So?” She told her about what her daughter promised.

“Um… I changed my mind about it.” She exclaimed, a bit loud though. He mother just blinked, startled her sudden action.

“Why the sudden change of mind, dear?” She puzzled. Suddenly, Ame stopped from fidgeting and took a deep breath before clearly saying to her about what she’s trying to imply.

With determined eyes, she said “I want to apply to a music school. I really love singing so I’ve made up my mind and I will never take back my word.” Looking straight at her mother’s like a piercing blade. That kinda shocked her mom but she knew that Ame took that from her. Before her mother said anything, she smirked then snickered.

“That’s my girl. I know you would change your mind someday.” She said while patting her head. Ame, hearing this became dumbfounded.

“Eh? What do you mean?”

“You’ve love singing for as long as I can remember. You showed that love when your father was still here but after that you don’t anymore. Even if you hide it, I still know it. That’s why I’ve been waiting for you to say this.” Ame’s eyes widened by the fact it was true all along. She did know that her mother’s been noticing her hobby all this time but to think that her mom would wait for her to change her mind is just weird. She then had to ask.

“Then, why didn’t you just let me become a singer in the first place.” She saw her mother smirked.

“Your future, it’s yours to decide not me. Well, about the transferring, I’ll handle it ok.” She said, walking straight to the side of the television. Next to the television was a closet full of documents. She was searching for the document for transferring school but Ame stopped her.

“I’m thinking of going after graduation.” She blurted it out. “So there is no need for you to do the transferring. I want to actually pass the entrance exam myself.”

“Well, even if you don’t, they still test you.” She laughed. “But don’t worry about the school. I have one in my mind right now. One of my friends owns a music school so it will be easy for me to see you every day.”

“You know I can take care of myself.” She blushed. And after that, she’s ready for whatever may come in her life and determine to become a successful woman even being an idol.

~

I decided to take the entrance exam of that music school that mom decided for me. I want a fair results and that is to see whether I’m fit enough to become an idol. The school that I went shocked me. It was Saotome Academy. This school is where the person name Kurusu Syo, if I’m not mistaken, studied. I never thought that mom’s friend was a principal of that guy’s school and I never thought that I’m going to meet him again. I cursed myself for being such an idiot. That time when I met him, I thought that I’m not going to meet him again but this fate is such a cruel to me. I just have to pray that he’s not there to help the teachers with the entrance exam.

Well, that’s just what I thought. But…

“Wh-what is this?” I almost dropped my bag. My eyes widened seeing such a big and luxury school. There’s no way he’ll be helping the teachers if this school is so big and rich-like.

‘Wait a minute… I’m poor and this is school is not fit for someone like me. What am I going to do? I’m doomed.’ I thought sadly while walked through the school gate and enjoyed watching the beautiful scenery of the garden.

After all the walking, I saw a woman with long, curly pink hair. I called her but when she turned to look at me, I was surprised. “She’s beautiful.” I mumbled.

“Yes? Is there anything I can help with?” She said with a cheerful smile. Again, I got surprised. This time I was almost dumbfounded in front of her. No… I mean him. Gehh, a man? She- No, he doesn’t even look like a man!

I was frozen in front of him. To think that I would meet a strange person here at this kind of school. I was wondering who he is. Seeing me suddenly frozen, he called me back to reality.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to be like that. It’s just that… I got shocked knowing that you’re a man.” I said while rubbing behind my head in embarrassment.

But then out of the blue, I felt something dark like a dark aura and it’s coming from somewhere in front of me. Then I realized. That this man here is emitting a really dark aura!

“How dare of you to not recognize me?” He murmured but I can hear him crystal clear. And to me he seemed… really mad.

“To not know Tsukimiya Ringo is… absurb!” He yelled right into my face. “It’s common sense, you know.” He exclaimed.

“I-I’m really sorry but could you tell me where the entrance examination rooms is?” I had to speak straight in order not to waste time with him.

“Oh! Why didn’t you say so?” He said. Ugh, you got to be kidding me. “Come. I’ll show you the way.”

Well after all that commotion, I safely arrived at the examination room. It was actually different than I thought. But then I remembered that this is a music school and here I have to follow some instructions so that the exam can go smoothly.

I took that exam with flying colors. I got accepted and get to be in S Class. They told me that S Class is the top class and congratulated me for that. I was so happy that I bought my mom her favorite cake for dinner. It was weird though, having cake for dinner.

Oh, luckily I didn’t meet him there. So I thought maybe he had become an idol or something. I felt relieved knowing that I won’t be meeting him. But on a second thought, maybe I will since I’m going to be an idol like him.

Well...How did it go? Must be bad..if you think it's boring, you need to wait for chapter 2..

please leave a comment or two and please tell me your opinion about this story, okay?...

I love my friends!

I love my friends...That's all from me..

Lonely Part 2

Right now I don't feel "kinda" lonely but instead lonely. I felt like my friends who once really closed to me before are now gone ignoring me. To be precise, I felt I'm being ignore by my closest friends. Right now I have my classmates who're now my closest friends. I hope they will always be. Even though some of them is rich, popular and pretty but despite all of those, they're really friendly with me. The first time I moved to their class, they started to talked me even though I don't at first. I'm a shy person when it comes to meeting new friends because I hate to move. I've been moved from Penang to USA. Then from USA to Kedah. Kinda hate those kind of experience. I really wanted to talk to Afraa but I felt like she kinda hates me because I'm quite the chatty person. I hate being alone and I'm sorry for being such a chatty person. I feel like if I don't talk, people will start to ignore me thinking that I'm such a boring person. And plus, I don't know what to talk about with Afraa. She really likes anime but I don't much. On the other hand, Mariyah. She really really likes anime but whenever I saw her at school, I feel like "She hates me, she hates me, she hates me" and cursed under my breath. It's not like I hate her. I'm sorry if I talked a lot and I don't mean to talk bad about my friends. This is what I feel inside of me.
Please forgive me for everything. I hope I could solve it no matter what.

Kinda feel lonely

You know it's been a half of year already. I really miss my BFFs. Nabila, Sabrina, Afraa and also Afiqah. Even though Afraa and Afiqah were in the same school as me but the connection between us severed. (Am I saying it the right way? I sucked at this.) Outside of class, I felt lonely. They have their own friends now. I do too but...I don't know how should I say this. Still I'm happy being in this class. All of them are friendly. I love them. I hope we can strengthen the bond between us. I'm actually in a hurry so I'm not sure if you guys understand what I'm saying this. Sorry!!!

Additional Mathematics

You know, I really love Maths and I always have the dream to get A+ on it
Add Maths is a part of Maths
So, I like this subject too
But...
This morning exam was totally~ a havoc
So many question that needs an answer
And the answer was way~ to long
If you ask me, I did sighed
Still, glad I could answer it
My target for this subject is B
Don't ask why, you should already know why

Chemistry Paper 3

Pheww...
Good thing I did a great job on it..
Still some question I didn't do it cause I forgot how...
Some easy question but cause I'm dumb enough,
I forgot all the answers when I started doing the paper
Especially when it asked hypothesis
Then I began questioning myself,
'What's this?'
Hope I got A+ on that

HitsuKarin Fanfic

Hi guys!!..As you can see, I did my own Fanfic about my favourite anime couple, Toushirou and Karin (Hitsukarin). I really love them..
I hope for someone who love this fan fic, please comment about what you feel about it..
My grammar sucks!!! And I don't know what the title is..It's so hard to think of the title..
I will post it on fanfiction.net when I figure out the title is.
Until then feel free to read it and post some comments.

Disclaimer: Bleach belongs to Tite Kubo.

After years had passed, Karin is now 21 years old. She’s now is in her college years. She had to live alone in an apartment in order to focus hard on her studies but sometimes visits her family at her old house. She also took part-time job to earn some money for the living. She works at a café near her apartment.

When she was just about to finish her work at her part-time job, she noticed a man figure with snow white-haired walked across the café. She looked at him with a frown look wondering if he is someone she had known before when she was in her childhood. Because of her wondering, she called for him by his name just to make sure if he’s really is ‘him’.

The man with snow white-haired and turquoise eyes was texting something on his phone when some called out his name out of the blue. He faced the person who called out his name. What he saw was a young woman with beautiful long raven-haired that had tied in high ponytail and dark grey eyes. She was wearing the café’s uniform with an apron. The café’s uniform is a long sleeve blouse with matching skirt and a small apron that covers her skirt from stain. Her style of wearing the uniform is folding the long sleeve until it reach above her elbow and her skirt is above her knee. The uniform makes her look more feminine. Because of that, he doesn’t even recognize her but he seem to be remembering a girl he once met when he was young with the same hair color.

She called out his name. She really hoped it was him. But then her hoped did came true. I was really him. The guy who she almost fell in love at first sight when he helped her catch her ball but she changed her mind after discovers his personality. Still, she thinks she still likes him because of his features. No one can stand that. Every girl that walked passes him will eventually fall for him for sure. Karin doesn’t want to be in that kind of group who easily fall in love but she believed that she’s not like that. She’s different and she knows that.

He faced her when she called. It really surprised her to see him but she retains the calm face. He looked different now, not like years ago.

“Who’re…you?”  He asked her, puzzled by an unknown woman calling out his name like that. Doesn’t she know some respect, he thought. Well she called him by his first name after all, no wonder.

“What? You don’t remember me? I’m Karin. Kurosaki Karin. Kurosaki Ichigo’s sister.” She said clearly so he can remember.

“Kurosaki…ah, so it’s you huh.” She gave him a frown look when he said that. Doesn’t he remember me? Oh yeah, I’ve changed a lot. He changed a lot too. How can I recognize him but he don’t. How dare him. But then after that, she asked him to grab some coffee here so she could hear lots of his adventures when he’s not in the Real World for years. She told him to sit at one of the table while she go and grab him a cup of coffee.

~~~

She came back with two cup of coffee, one for him and one for her. She sits down on the opposite of the table and started staring at him really long. He was texting with his phone when he notice silence run through the air makes him uncomfortable. That’s when he notice she was staring at him with face looks like she saw something weird and want to get a closer look.

“What’s with you?” He asked him stepping back a little with his chair. When he asked that, she surprised and a little bit shocked at what she did to him. She blushed at the fact that staring at a guy is like that is so much embarrassing and tried to look away from him.

 “Oh, sorry. I didn’t notice. You looked really different from years ago so I’m just curious. How did you look matured so fast?” She asked. It’s kinda a stupid question to ask a guy when she should know that it is a common sense. Then, a red tick suddenly appeared on his forehead showing that he’s mad. I’m just got matured, you say? You mean to say that I don’t look matured to you from years ago? He thought as the red tick on his forehead got bigger than usual.

“Well, that aside. What business do you have here? It’s unusual for you guys to be here cause I’ve been waiting for you guys for years so you could play soccer with me. Why now?” she asked with a saddened look.

“Who knows? We’ve been ordered to be here for a while to check up on the humans. Again, they said that there’s a threat and this time is really rare.” He explained. He even wondered why did he do that since she’s not supposedly to be involved. Maybe because there’s someone to talked to about these kinds of things about shinigami. “Is it an arrancar threat? I thought Ichi-nii told me that Soul Society and Hueco Mundo are in peace together.” She exclaimed. Ever since she knew all about shinigami, she asked a lot about it and the things that related to it from her brother, Ichigo. He had no choice but to tell every little thing about it in more detailed. Toushirou knew about it when Ichigo started bragging because of it saying that it’s all Toushirou’s fault for showing in front of her.

“Maybe, you know this doesn’t concern you so stay outta business. This is a shinigami business and you’re not to be involved.”

“Huh? Why is that? You’re still as cold as always. You’ll never gonna change if you act like this.” Again another red tick can be seen on his forehead.

“So, where are you staying anyway?” She knew that for a shinigami like him doesn’t have a place to stay other that some human friend’s home. Before, he stayed at Inoue’s apartment with his lieutenant, Matsumoto but this time he’s alone and a little bit too far from Inoue’s apartment or Kurosaki Clinic. “Why not stay at my place?” She suggested. Once before, she suggested the same thing to him and then ended up being suspected as a couple by Ichigo and Karin’s twin sister, Yuzu. It really pissed him.

~~~

When they reached her home, he stands right in front of her apartment. Maybe clueless, why would she take him here? Wasn’t she supposed to be in her family’s house? He thought. Karin stopped her track to see him staring at her apartment.

“You must be thinking why I’d live here, huh?” Reading his mind like it was a book. He started to groan at her and decided to follow her upstairs where her home is. “Feel free to make yourself at home.” She stated happily to just be back home early from work.

“You stayed here alone. Why? Won’t your twin sister miss you?” He had to ask why.

“Heh thought you say that. I decided to live alone because of my studies. She gave this suggestion to me after all so that I could focus more on my studies. Sometimes, we visited each other but this time I can’t. I’m too busy with work and studies.” She sigh thinking about her luck on life. Sometimes, luck just isn’t on her side today and sometimes she hoped for something more fun to happen.

“Seems like we’re in the same boat. That idiot lieutenant of mine always tried to skip from her paperwork. I’m the ones always doing the paperwork.” He said, sighing.

“That reminds me, where is she? Wasn’t you both always together?” She looked around maybe she would pop out of somewhere.

“I told them to split up so the job of finding the enemies would be easier. The enemy is not that tough so it’ll be much easier even for that idiot lieutenant.”

“Them? Oh, I know. Those guys, one with bald headed and one with purple bob-haired.” Somewhere around where Madarame Ikkaku, the third seat of the Twelve Division is, he’s probably be sneezing by now. “Someone must be calling me bald again.” That’s what he might be saying.

Then, for a moment Karin started spacing out all of a sudden. Again she begins to scan Toushirou appearances and feature. How he looked much more handsome than before. How she always seems to fall deeply in love with his pair of turquoise eyes that always catches her eyes. Why does he always do that? She doesn’t even ask for it but he gave it all.

“Hello~… Earth to Karin, are you there?” She snapped. Red blush started to appear. She then looked away to avoid his gaze. “What’s wrong with you? You’ve been acting weird just like earlier. Is there something on my face?” He walked to the mirror near him and began his search on his face. She laughed at the fact.

“No, no. It’s just nothing. Well anyway, you stay here. I’m gonna go buy something at the groceries for dinner. You… do what you’re supposed to do. I’ll be back by an half an hour.” She told him and took her wallet and head for the door without taking a glance back. He, on the other hand, doesn’t know what to do and just stayed there spacing out.

While walking to the groceries and thinking about what she did to him earlier, she blushed. “Why am I such a brat? I wasn’t supposed to fall for him. He’s a shinigami after all. Someone who lives longer than human.” Hearing the fact again she stopped her track and her face saddened.

“Can I really… fall in love with him?”

She really hoped she can. 

Exam

This week examination was totally eeeasssyyy~!!!...
Piece of cake to be precise...
The most easiest was ICT and Math...
I didn't read much in ICT but it was really really easy..
Even though, he said it was going to be really really tough...
His words are just lies, I guess...
Math was 3 times easier but it's just I got careless...
I did lots of mistake on my answer sheet...
Just like that my dream of getting A+ on Math was just a dream..
Sigh...

~...~

I think I wanna edit my blog AGAIN
But this time
My favorite color
RED
Wonder why now I wanna change it to my fav color
Its because of FF, I guess..
Actually YES!!
hahaha
Just like Suzaku
Red like the color f blood
Code Crimson
The color of the rain fall like the color of blood
By the time Finis came

I have been addicted in Final Fantasy Type-0~

What to do!!!
I have been addited in FF

Especially Final Fantasy Type-0

Every characters in the game is my favorite

What I know is Ace and Deuce is

My first favorite characters in the game

If only they're were made for each other

(HAHAHAHAHA I love them)