I love my friends!

I love my friends...That's all from me..

Lonely Part 2

Right now I don't feel "kinda" lonely but instead lonely. I felt like my friends who once really closed to me before are now gone ignoring me. To be precise, I felt I'm being ignore by my closest friends. Right now I have my classmates who're now my closest friends. I hope they will always be. Even though some of them is rich, popular and pretty but despite all of those, they're really friendly with me. The first time I moved to their class, they started to talked me even though I don't at first. I'm a shy person when it comes to meeting new friends because I hate to move. I've been moved from Penang to USA. Then from USA to Kedah. Kinda hate those kind of experience. I really wanted to talk to Afraa but I felt like she kinda hates me because I'm quite the chatty person. I hate being alone and I'm sorry for being such a chatty person. I feel like if I don't talk, people will start to ignore me thinking that I'm such a boring person. And plus, I don't know what to talk about with Afraa. She really likes anime but I don't much. On the other hand, Mariyah. She really really likes anime but whenever I saw her at school, I feel like "She hates me, she hates me, she hates me" and cursed under my breath. It's not like I hate her. I'm sorry if I talked a lot and I don't mean to talk bad about my friends. This is what I feel inside of me.
Please forgive me for everything. I hope I could solve it no matter what.

Kinda feel lonely

You know it's been a half of year already. I really miss my BFFs. Nabila, Sabrina, Afraa and also Afiqah. Even though Afraa and Afiqah were in the same school as me but the connection between us severed. (Am I saying it the right way? I sucked at this.) Outside of class, I felt lonely. They have their own friends now. I do too but...I don't know how should I say this. Still I'm happy being in this class. All of them are friendly. I love them. I hope we can strengthen the bond between us. I'm actually in a hurry so I'm not sure if you guys understand what I'm saying this. Sorry!!!