Challenges Only Make You Stronger

This year, I became a form 5 students, 17 years old and that only means I have lots of challenges coming after me in the future.
It happened.
Lots of things happened even though it was just the start of the year. Lots of homework in just only a day. I have to help my parents in their business of selling satay in front of the house. I have problems with Biology and Physics lesson. So much that I'm beginning to lose hope a little. It almost saddened me. I'm beginning to ask myself what I should do?
And also I'm beginning to think about friends. As a JPOP fan, I know I have to take this challenge. Which is I will not have friends at school who have the same interest. People often said that a best friend shared the same interest with you. So in my case, I don't know if I should categorized my close friends as my 'best friend'. And that is why I have to endure myself until I reach the age where I can find my own friend around the world who actually have the same interest as me. There is time where I almost shed tears because of that. And right now, writing this almost made me shed my tears. Not wanting to let my friends know about my sadness, I endured it. I have to. In order to have my ultimate happiness of a friend, I have to endure it.
That is why, Challenges Only Make You Stronger. I want to believe that. Lots of things happened to me lately, with a tons of homework, the Biology and Physics lesson, and also Additional Mathematics lesson. Add Math for short, is becoming tougher each topics. Learning that also makes me lose a little hope in learning and I felt tired learning of it. But then I realized that I have to and this lesson and other lessons hold my destiny and my future.
So I want to tell myself, "Stay strong girl. One day you will have what you want." and hold my favorite quote that is "No one is born a genius. Just keep on doing what you like and that itself is a talent." by Ohno Satoshi.
This tiniest little thing really love to make me cry, huh. I cried a little though, hahaha. I'm so weak at this kind of things. I always have the urged to almost cry at this such little things.
I know. I'm weak. Because I'm the type of person who can easily cry over small things.
I wanna pray to God to help me endure this and grant my wishes of having a true friend.
Amin~